I share much of your concerns - I have been a nurse for 20 years - 18 years ago I was paralyzed from a work related back injury and told I'd never walk again by 3 medical specialists. G-d and my chiropractor and the faith of my wonderful husband had other ideas and within the year I was back at work - but taking 1200 - 1800 mg ibuprofen TID to allow my back to deal with the bending and occasional lifting that working MedSurg and ICU required. Then after working Hospice for almost 2 years we found cancer in my ® lung which was happily completely removed but not before it was found that 8 years of massive ibuprofen was destroying my liver. Not able to use NSAIDs to undo the inflammatory response that "normal" nursing caused in my back, and thus having a 20# lifting restriction, and unable to tolerate bending enough to even do a cath, I've had to find other ways to nurse. I tried Admin a couple of times but am not smashing at it :) Then about 6 years ago I was in a head-on auto collision which damaged my neck and upper back which I had used to offset some of the weakness of my lower back. Now even that is not possible. I work hard to prevent the pain and spasms that easily accost me, but this requires that I limit the kind of activity and nursing that I do rather drastically. I've done in-home equipment installations and education for insurance programs through a nursing agency, insurance in-home assessments and post event need assessments and am currently doing school nursing full time. My income has significantly decreased over the years as my ability to do more hands on nursing has diminished. My next challenge is that I am trying to purchase a house in North Carolina and will have to look for work in the more rural areas. I hope I can find something to support me that my back will allow me to do. I, too, am open to suggestions and the input from the experience of others. b'Shalom Henaynei