One year out, and I'm almost there.
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Geez, I can not believe that it has really been one whole year (I passed NCLEX on July 26th). I can't believe I graduated nursing school or got through NCLEX let alone made it a whole year as a nurse. I do not say that because I lack complete confidence I say it because of how difficult of a journey this has been. I remember my first day out of orientation was the worst day EVER. I cried and I even had a patient family member tell my boss that they didn't want any more new nurses for their mother. How's that for a confidence booster?
Today I am getting my work done. I get my meds passed, I find problems and I fix them. 80% of the time I solve my problems without feeling like I need reassurance. I think that's pretty good for me. There is still so much to learn and unfortunately more mistakes to make. BUT I FEEL OKAY! I was one of the new nurses that actually looked up different degrees online (I seriously considered going to mortuary school and into business. Yeah).
I am so glad I stuck it out. I was depressed, beat down, and very pitiful the first 4 months or so. And even in my 7th and 8th month I had set backs BIG TIME personally and mentally.
I was really bad there for a while. Crying at home and crying when I talked to my family about work. They say it takes you a year and by George it really does take a year. I wouldn't say that I am 100% but I am darn close. I just wanted to tell all the new nurses to stick it out!
When a patient's mother tells you "thanks so much for taking good care of us" -- that's when you know you've come a long way. Definitely a big change from the beginning. And it's all worth it.
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