Slightly better today than yesterday but my anxiety level is through the roof. Can't shut off my thoughts. Am I going to lose my job? My license? My home? What happens now? I feel incredibly alone right now. Sitting on pins and needles waiting for a decision. I know I made a huge mistake and I own that. But is this mistake going to cost me everything? Still hoping for the best but trying to prepare for the worst. For now, I made it through the night that I was not sure I'd make it through. The sadness and heartache are overwhelming. Praying for better days to come.
Slightly better today than yesterday but my anxiety level is through the roof. Can't shut off my thoughts. Am I going to lose my job? My license? My home? What happens now? I feel incredibly alone right now. Sitting on pins and needles waiting for a decision. I know I made a huge mistake and I own that. But is this mistake going to cost me everything? Still hoping for the best but trying to prepare for the worst. For now, I made it through the night that I was not sure I'd make it through. The sadness and heartache are overwhelming. Praying for better days to come.