I am just wondering about something as I lay here trying to rest. I am a new grad, and I have been working on a stepdown unit for 7-8 months now. Everyday before I have to go to work, I find myself dreading it.
I do enjoy giving patient care, and my coworkers are awesome with helping me and being kind. But so many other aspects are making me want to jump ship. For one, we are short-staffed and are losing people left and right. We don't have enough nurses or nursing assistants, and the ones we do have are ready to leave.
Two, management seems more concerned with 'customer care' than anything else. But how are you gonna satisfy patients if your workforce is suffering?
Three, I am generally on good terms with most of the nurses, but there are catty ones that often make me uncomfortable.
And often, our floor is very unorganized. Sometimes, we have to take care of patients in two separate pods. Sometimes, we end up with five. And the ED at our hospital is notorious for sending patients up in the worst conditions, which freak me out as a new nurse. Machines halfway do not work, or are missing. Other members of the healthcare team take their time with providing care (breathing treatment, EKG, etc.).
There are just too many things out of whack. Or maybe this is normal, and I'm not used to it?
I've already told myself to try to stay for at least a year, but I don't know if I can. Maybe I am just not cutout for hospital nursing? I shouldn't be so stressed out about going to work EVERY time. Right?
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Hi, and good evening!
I am just wondering about something as I lay here trying to rest. I am a new grad, and I have been working on a stepdown unit for 7-8 months now. Everyday before I have to go to work, I find myself dreading it.
I do enjoy giving patient care, and my coworkers are awesome with helping me and being kind. But so many other aspects are making me want to jump ship. For one, we are short-staffed and are losing people left and right. We don't have enough nurses or nursing assistants, and the ones we do have are ready to leave.
Two, management seems more concerned with 'customer care' than anything else. But how are you gonna satisfy patients if your workforce is suffering?
Three, I am generally on good terms with most of the nurses, but there are catty ones that often make me uncomfortable.
And often, our floor is very unorganized. Sometimes, we have to take care of patients in two separate pods. Sometimes, we end up with five. And the ED at our hospital is notorious for sending patients up in the worst conditions, which freak me out as a new nurse. Machines halfway do not work, or are missing. Other members of the healthcare team take their time with providing care (breathing treatment, EKG, etc.).
There are just too many things out of whack. Or maybe this is normal, and I'm not used to it?
I've already told myself to try to stay for at least a year, but I don't know if I can. Maybe I am just not cutout for hospital nursing? I shouldn't be so stressed out about going to work EVERY time. Right?