How Long Does It Take To Not Feel Like An Idiot (Advice Needed and Some Venting)?
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I graduated June 2013 as an RN, started at a LTC facility in March 2014. It's been at least three months, and I still just feel like I make the absolute stupidest mistakes. I'll miswrite orders, totally blank on what medications are given for (only in conversation-for the few medications I have to give, I'll look them up if I'm at all unsure), and I always leave work ready to quit. For instance, when sending someone out, I'll forget to take blood sugar with the rest of the vitals. Or the other day, a family asked if I could take their resident's blood sugar for every fifteen minutes until it was around 200 and I did it for three hours! That's insane! (My only defense is that his sugar was at 47 when he came back from a doctor's appointment). Or, I do things like send out residents and forget to grab their wound vacs before they go. Really bone-head things.
I feel like my managers are really exasperated as far as I'm concerned...they don't seem to like me at all. I know it isn't about like, but about doing your job, but it helps if they wouldn't speak to me like I'm an idiot. I talk to the other nurses there, but I feel like I'm being way to sensitive and whiny. So, here's the question: at what point will I feel comfortable and stop feeling like I'm fumbling around in the dark? They tell me that I'm lucky, because a hospital is way harder, and if that's true do I have any hope at all? I love nursing, clinicals were great, but they weren't anything like this.