GRRRR VENTING!

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I wish I would have gotten accepted into the damn program when I applied the first ******* time. I was denied and didnt have a back up plan and spent two ******* years sitting around not doing anything. Now that Ive decided to go back to school I have to do LPN and then transition back into the RN upon complete that. So double nursing school for me yay! (sarcastic voice)

Dont get me wrong im greatful and excited that Im going to LPN nursing school and my school life is back on track , and that one day I will FINALLY be an RN. Im just angry that I wasn't accepted at the school I was going to, If i was i would have been a graduate by now. I just want to be done, I want a career, I want to take my life to the next level.

I just needed to vent....

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Specializes in geriatrics, med surg.

Oh wow. You just summed up how I feel. I had a minor breakdown about it last night. I told my husband that if I don't make it into the program that I REALLY, REALLY want to get into the first time, we are moving to anywhere in the country that will have me! All the while, tears in my eyes. I just want to be done already!!! But then after some deep breathes, I realized that if I don't get in right away, and I have to go get a CNA job for a semester, that will be fine. I really want to go to this school and I guess I can wait ONE MORE SEMESTER. I always say that I wish I would have gone to school when I was 18 and I would be doing what I love by now. but, that's now the way it worked out and I for sure would not be as dedicated or be getting these good grades back then. If nursing is what you love, than waiting a little bit longer is just fine. We get to spend the rest of our lives doing our dream jobs so what's another few years?!

-Hope that helps! It helps me to tell myself these things (on a daily basis) lol!!

good luck, you can do it! :)

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:hug:*Takes a deep breathe* Thank you....

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