I'm a new nurse and gonna start orientation soon. I admit I'm a bit nervous. I'm scared I don't know enough or if I'm going to do something wrong...or they might fire me because I lack experience with working with certain types of equipment...I mean, I went to a good nursing school where my clinical instructors tried to show me as much as possible, but clinicals can't cover everything. Am I the only one who feels this way? Some of my other classmates who've been working already make it look so simple, and I'm scared to ask how they've felt getting their first job.
I'm not sure if this goes for everyone or if it's just me...to be honest, I've always had confidence issues. I just hope this just turns out like other jobs (unrelated to nursing) that I've had in the past; slow in the beginning but eventually getting the swing of things. It's just that this is different for me...this is something that I'm going to be doing for a huge portion if not, the rest of my life, and of course, with huger responsibilities. I just want to do everything right for the patients/clients/etc. and figure out what type of nursing I can focus on to pursue more and feel useful to society. A part of me feels foolish as if I will never be good enough, like I was an idiot to think I could be a nurse. Externally I just suck it up because that's life, but this is why I appreciate anonymity on the internet
I'm a new nurse and gonna start orientation soon. I admit I'm a bit nervous. I'm scared I don't know enough or if I'm going to do something wrong...or they might fire me because I lack experience with working with certain types of equipment...I mean, I went to a good nursing school where my clinical instructors tried to show me as much as possible, but clinicals can't cover everything. Am I the only one who feels this way? Some of my other classmates who've been working already make it look so simple, and I'm scared to ask how they've felt getting their first job.
I'm not sure if this goes for everyone or if it's just me...to be honest, I've always had confidence issues. I just hope this just turns out like other jobs (unrelated to nursing) that I've had in the past; slow in the beginning but eventually getting the swing of things. It's just that this is different for me...this is something that I'm going to be doing for a huge portion if not, the rest of my life, and of course, with huger responsibilities. I just want to do everything right for the patients/clients/etc. and figure out what type of nursing I can focus on to pursue more and feel useful to society. A part of me feels foolish as if I will never be good enough, like I was an idiot to think I could be a nurse. Externally I just suck it up because that's life, but this is why I appreciate anonymity on the internet
Am I just overthinking things?