Did I do the right thing??

Ive been a nurse in a pediatric OR for two years now. Friday was one of the most difficult days I have ever had, not because of a difficult case but because a situation arouse and I did not feel supported by my management. I am sorry this is so long but I feel like you need all the details.

We were doing an excision of a scalp lesion on an otherwise healthy teenager with an ENT doc. Prior to me coming into the room the surgeon told the orientee scrub tech that this was just a clean case and he could use wall gloves to set up. This was brought to the attention of our charge nurse who spoke with the surgeon. The surgeons arguement was that this was not a big belly case or joint replacement, it did not need to be sterile. Charge nurse tells him she is making an executiive decision, the set up needs to be scrapped and start over for a sterile case.

I picked up the patient and now the orientee has been relieved by a very good/veteran scrub tech. The case is set up in a sterile manner. I prepped the patient with hibiclens and the surgeon is scrubbed/gowned. He asked me to lift the head so that he can place a sterile towel underneath. He then begins to place the split drape and in the process grabs the anesthesia circut and places it on top of the drape. The scrub tech and I look at each other in confusion and she says "Sir your glove is now contaminated". He responds "I know. This is not a sterile case, its ok." I immediately call my charge nurse back into the room. I tell her what happened and she leaves to go get the director of our department. A minute later she calls into the room and says "Do not let him proceed, do not hand him anything, we are coming." Surgeon asks for the local and we inform him of what we have been told, you can see the confusion and irritation on his face. Less than two minutes later my charge nurse calls back into the room, "Per the director - Continue with the case but make sure you document his refusal to fix the contamination. We are going to report him."

At this point the scrub tech and I are extremely uncomfortable with this situation and I think the surgeon could tell. Thankfully he says "if it will make everyone happy we will start over and do everything sterile." Everyone agrees to this and we completed the case without further contamination.

Here comes my issue. The scrub tech and I have now been placed in a position we should never have to be in. After the case we went to the director and asked why in less than two minutes was the decision made to allow him to do a surgery knowing he was contaminated. We were told that sometimes you have to pick and choose your battles. She felt like the risk of the child being under anesthesia was greater than the risk of infection. That if the child came back with a wound dehisence or infection it would be on the surgeon not on us because we documented our disapproval.

Two things: This was an otherwise healthy teenager who had an uneventful intubation. For the director/charge nurse to come into the room and talk to the surgeon we are talking about adding less than 30 minutes onto the anesthesia time NOT hours. I spoke with the attending anesthesiologist in the room. He agreed with me that the risk of infection far exceeded the risk of anesthesia. This child was already asleep and stable. Second thing, in a court of law I would be liable too because I knowingly allowed the surgeon to continue after he was contaminated.

So our management team, the people who are always preaching patient safety over all else and saying they will always have our backs when we stand up to surgeons, were not there for us. They put us between a rock and a hard place. Yes it all ended ok and the patient was not harmed in any way. But we were put in a position where we would have had to decide to step away from the case (oh wait the patient abandonment and illegal) or knowingly allow a surgeon to put a patient at risk (also not good!). Being asked to be relieved/removed from the case was not an option since this was later in the day and the only other team was already in another OR (but that would put them in the same hard spot we were in).

I filled out an incident report like my director said to. I stated all the facts and noted my discussion with the anesthesiologist. Only problem is that those reports go directly to our management team. So I felt like I had to reach out to the medical director of the hospital and request a meeting. But now I am completely stressed out and know that I am really putting my neck on the line with going over their heads.

It just feels so wrong to me that they put us in that position and did not even have the decency to come into the room. Maybe its my lack of experience but I also cannot understand why they were ok with putting my patient at risk.. I know I did the right thing for my patient but did I do the right thing for me by escalating this?