I'm a new grad, been out on the floor for about three months on my own so far. So far I've made two major mistakes. The first was my second day on my own..it was a med error. After that error (which wasn't a life threatening error) it scared me so now I'm super careful about meds. But then last night I didn't monitor a post op thyroidectomy Pt frequently enough. When the surgeon came in he had a small hematoma around the incision. I felt terrible but I was so anxious I couldn't even think straight when the surgeon was asking me questions. The Pt had been up and walking fine so I just didn't even think to check under the dressing (I know, it's stupid). I basically made a fool of myself in front of the surgeon and incoming nurse, and far worse the Pt could have been injured. I've had these types of pts before but they had no complications, and open wound sites so there was no dressing to peek under. Luckily the Pt was fine (as far as I know), they just kept him for more monitoring.
But now I'm afraid to go back to work. I already "turned myself in" to the nurse educator, told her about my mistake and what I should have done differently. I'm worried I'll get fired or suspended or written up, now that incoming nurse thinks I'm an idiot/lazy and probably told the other nurses, the surgeon provably has no trust in me...ugh.
After I made the med error I learned from it and I learned from this mistake but this was a more serious mistake. I'll never make it again. But I feel like I've let everyone down and probably ruined my reputation.
has anyone been in this situation? What should I do? Obviously I'll go back for my next shift...the educator didn't seem too alarmed when I told her, but what if I got suspended but don't know it?
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I'm a new grad, been out on the floor for about three months on my own so far. So far I've made two major mistakes. The first was my second day on my own..it was a med error. After that error (which wasn't a life threatening error) it scared me so now I'm super careful about meds. But then last night I didn't monitor a post op thyroidectomy Pt frequently enough. When the surgeon came in he had a small hematoma around the incision. I felt terrible but I was so anxious I couldn't even think straight when the surgeon was asking me questions. The Pt had been up and walking fine so I just didn't even think to check under the dressing (I know, it's stupid). I basically made a fool of myself in front of the surgeon and incoming nurse, and far worse the Pt could have been injured. I've had these types of pts before but they had no complications, and open wound sites so there was no dressing to peek under. Luckily the Pt was fine (as far as I know), they just kept him for more monitoring.
But now I'm afraid to go back to work. I already "turned myself in" to the nurse educator, told her about my mistake and what I should have done differently. I'm worried I'll get fired or suspended or written up, now that incoming nurse thinks I'm an idiot/lazy and probably told the other nurses, the surgeon provably has no trust in me...ugh.
After I made the med error I learned from it and I learned from this mistake but this was a more serious mistake. I'll never make it again. But I feel like I've let everyone down and probably ruined my reputation.
has anyone been in this situation? What should I do? Obviously I'll go back for my next shift...the educator didn't seem too alarmed when I told her, but what if I got suspended but don't know it?