I am feeling very insecure these days, and confused about what to do with where I am. My background is this: I have a bachelor's degree in another field. I worked in a hospital for a couple of years in research, and then went to a pre-licensure accelerated program. I became an RN four years ago, and worked for two brief stints, for less than a year (in an ICU an on an Oncology inpt floor). I stopped because I received a scholarship that paid for a master's degree, as long as I stopped working, and all of my classes for a DNP (still working on the thesis though).
I have a lot of education. What I don't have, however, and would like to have is experience!
When I was working as a floor nurse, I never even came close to feeling competent. Obviously I did not have the time, and knew it, but could not pass up a free master's degree. However, I never was able to figure out whether I was having hard time because I was in the wrong field, OR if I just hadn't gotten through the essential first year or two. Now I am about to begin working part-time as either an NP or a floor nurse, but literally am terrified. I don't feel deserving of it. It has been a couple of years since I was actively working in a clinical setting, and I can hardly remember categories of antibiotics, let alone any other meds.
Do you have any suggestions?
Thank you!
Elizabeth
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Hi Everyone!
I am feeling very insecure these days, and confused about what to do with where I am. My background is this: I have a bachelor's degree in another field. I worked in a hospital for a couple of years in research, and then went to a pre-licensure accelerated program. I became an RN four years ago, and worked for two brief stints, for less than a year (in an ICU an on an Oncology inpt floor). I stopped because I received a scholarship that paid for a master's degree, as long as I stopped working, and all of my classes for a DNP (still working on the thesis though).
I have a lot of education. What I don't have, however, and would like to have is experience!
When I was working as a floor nurse, I never even came close to feeling competent. Obviously I did not have the time, and knew it, but could not pass up a free master's degree. However, I never was able to figure out whether I was having hard time because I was in the wrong field, OR if I just hadn't gotten through the essential first year or two. Now I am about to begin working part-time as either an NP or a floor nurse, but literally am terrified. I don't feel deserving of it. It has been a couple of years since I was actively working in a clinical setting, and I can hardly remember categories of antibiotics, let alone any other meds.
Do you have any suggestions?
Thank you!
Elizabeth