Wondering if anyone has any advice for me. My ER capstone is not going as smoothly as I had hoped and I am not sure what to do to turn it around.
I have been 6 out of 16 times now and I feel moderately comfortable now in the environment I'm in. I'm understanding pulling meds, learning all sorts of little ER-specific tricks and tips, learning charting (when my preceptor allows me on the computer- many times, he just does it himself). I'm learning new skills but I get the impression that I am not learning as fast as my preceptor would like. I also think we don't communicate well and I'm not honestly sure whose fault that is... but I guess "fault" doesn't matter, I just want to do better, communicate well, and learn!
One thing I feel my preceptor still looks down on me for: I still cannot reliably get an IV in in stable patients (though, ironically, the two times I have done it perfectly and by myself were in trauma situations without my preceptor guiding me). He has told me that his goal is to be able to send me into the room of a pt who needs an IV and get it done while he does other things, but that hasn't happened yet except the one time. But, I feel like I get nervous or self-conscious around my preceptor because I feel like they expect me to fail, and so I fail (plus other, technique-related reasons... but I mainly think it's a mental block I have). Does that make sense? How do I talk myself out of that? I have done IVs before with other nurses during previous clinicals and not had problems. I had one amazing mentor who was able to talk me through exactly what to do and after that I got every line I stuck that day and from there on out... until now. I just don't get it.
I make plenty of other little mistakes as well, which I know are expected because I am a student, but again I get the impression that my preceptor is just not impressed with me and I want to do better! An example- I was placing a triaged patient into a room to wait and asked the patient a question about their symptoms. When I returned to my preceptor I discussed what I had found out with her, and she told me I shouldn't have asked the patient anything because that was not my role at the time. My mistake, I didn't know. Haven't done it again. A bigger mistake was a time when there were two traumas going on at once and my preceptor and I were helping out with both. We were going to put a catheter in one patient but the pt wasn't ready and meanwhile, they needed help in the next room. So we walked over to the other room and I was mainly trying to stay out of the way while my preceptor tried to place a line, when the nurse we'd been helping from the previous room came and got me and told me I could come place the catheter then. So I went and placed the catheter with that nurse but later my preceptor told me I should have told him first... and he's completely right, I should have. I didn't think about it at the time, I just went and did it. He told me he didn't have a problem with me doing it (all the ER RN's know when there's a student and they will frequently come get me for cool opportunities), he just wanted me to tell him first. Totally makes sense and I felt like a dunce for not having done so. So that was another mistake I made.
I guess I just feel like I can't do anything right. I normally do really well in clinicals, have gotten stellar evals from all my other nurses and instructors... but this one just started off on the wrong foot and I can't seem to turn it around. I'm trying to do well- I constantly stay busy, I help out restocking and other stuff when we aren't busy, I try to anticipate needs and what's going to happen next with patient care... but I feel like these mistakes are bogging me down. Anyone have any perspective for me, or advice on communicating better with my preceptor? Anyone know how I can pep talk myself into doing better? I wish I could start over but I can't, so I need to make the most of the second half of this and try to finish strong.
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Wondering if anyone has any advice for me. My ER capstone is not going as smoothly as I had hoped and I am not sure what to do to turn it around.
I have been 6 out of 16 times now and I feel moderately comfortable now in the environment I'm in. I'm understanding pulling meds, learning all sorts of little ER-specific tricks and tips, learning charting (when my preceptor allows me on the computer- many times, he just does it himself). I'm learning new skills but I get the impression that I am not learning as fast as my preceptor would like. I also think we don't communicate well and I'm not honestly sure whose fault that is... but I guess "fault" doesn't matter, I just want to do better, communicate well, and learn!
One thing I feel my preceptor still looks down on me for: I still cannot reliably get an IV in in stable patients (though, ironically, the two times I have done it perfectly and by myself were in trauma situations without my preceptor guiding me). He has told me that his goal is to be able to send me into the room of a pt who needs an IV and get it done while he does other things, but that hasn't happened yet except the one time. But, I feel like I get nervous or self-conscious around my preceptor because I feel like they expect me to fail, and so I fail (plus other, technique-related reasons... but I mainly think it's a mental block I have). Does that make sense? How do I talk myself out of that? I have done IVs before with other nurses during previous clinicals and not had problems. I had one amazing mentor who was able to talk me through exactly what to do and after that I got every line I stuck that day and from there on out... until now. I just don't get it.
I make plenty of other little mistakes as well, which I know are expected because I am a student, but again I get the impression that my preceptor is just not impressed with me and I want to do better! An example- I was placing a triaged patient into a room to wait and asked the patient a question about their symptoms. When I returned to my preceptor I discussed what I had found out with her, and she told me I shouldn't have asked the patient anything because that was not my role at the time. My mistake, I didn't know. Haven't done it again. A bigger mistake was a time when there were two traumas going on at once and my preceptor and I were helping out with both. We were going to put a catheter in one patient but the pt wasn't ready and meanwhile, they needed help in the next room. So we walked over to the other room and I was mainly trying to stay out of the way while my preceptor tried to place a line, when the nurse we'd been helping from the previous room came and got me and told me I could come place the catheter then. So I went and placed the catheter with that nurse but later my preceptor told me I should have told him first... and he's completely right, I should have. I didn't think about it at the time, I just went and did it. He told me he didn't have a problem with me doing it (all the ER RN's know when there's a student and they will frequently come get me for cool opportunities), he just wanted me to tell him first. Totally makes sense and I felt like a dunce for not having done so. So that was another mistake I made.
I guess I just feel like I can't do anything right. I normally do really well in clinicals, have gotten stellar evals from all my other nurses and instructors... but this one just started off on the wrong foot and I can't seem to turn it around. I'm trying to do well- I constantly stay busy, I help out restocking and other stuff when we aren't busy, I try to anticipate needs and what's going to happen next with patient care... but I feel like these mistakes are bogging me down. Anyone have any perspective for me, or advice on communicating better with my preceptor? Anyone know how I can pep talk myself into doing better? I wish I could start over but I can't, so I need to make the most of the second half of this and try to finish strong.