Ca breeze passed or fail?

[PandaNurse03]

I took my RN exam last 10/25/16, 30minutes after I did the PVT and got a good pop up, 6 hrs later I tried it again and it says my results are "on hold". 24hrs later I signed in Ca breeze and at the lower left corner it says initial rn by exam "pending".I've waited another day hoping that my name will show on the verification list but still it only shows my Lvn license. I logged in to Ca breeze and the status "pending" is not there anymore. Does it mean that I already failed? I don't want to try the PVT anymore because I'm afraid they will charge me $200 so I'm looking for other ways to find out if I pass or fail coz I coudn't wait any longer. My anxiety is killing me!!! Pls Help