reasons why i want to be a nurse

Hi i am currently in enrolled in a 4year U. My major is nursing intent. Honestly i never planned on being a nurse nor did i want to be a nurse,but in highschool it kinda fell in my lap i had started taking nursing aid training classes i did'nt even think i could do it , but my teacher pushed me forward and i went through the program and did really good. I just did'nt want to go through the program because i thought the skills testing was going to be hard and plus i did not want to wipe any ones butt but after getting through the program and working as a aid wiping butt was'nt to bad plus i just did'nt like the physical strain that nursing aides go through. Im just kinda concerned that nursing may not be for me because i have never worked at a job as an aid for a straight year, and i have been state tested a little over 2yrs now. My first job told me maybe i should work somewhere a little more slow paced i was so upset when my 1st job did not work out i really like working there i guess they just did'nt like me. I know that i was doing the best i could and after all it was first time working as aid. My second went well for 4months and i really don't know exaclty why that did'nt work out. I was planning on becoming a lawyer but changed my mind when i realized how much i liked watching child birthing reality tv series and thats when i knew i really wanted to be a nurse, i want to be CNM. I want to do this because i just love working with people i can meet some1 i don't even know and talk to them like i have known them forever,i am a very tolerent person i don't get upset easily so im very patient, and im a nosy and curious type of person i like being involved in others personal lives. I know it is going to take more than these things to be nurse and im willing to work at it to be a good nurse im just wondering am i off to a right start how can i really be sure that nursing is really for me and also it is NOT about the money with me i just want something thats going to have my attention i dont want to do something im going to get bored with and everytime i try to think about doing something else nursing comes back to my mind like what if i dnt become a nurse i really can't picture my self doing anything else even when i try to