Feeling really, really low and honestly just need some support. I’m in TPAPN. That right there says a whole lot. Anyways, December will be two years for me if they’re counting my early start. My prescribed amount of time is 3 years, so hopefully next December. But I’m just so down lately. I have a job I had to take a leave of absence from due to severe panic attacks. I feel super alone in the panic attack department. They’re affecting my ability to even go test. I freaking lose my sh*t going anywhere, especially sitting in that waiting room. I just feel like since my panic attacks came back, I can’t work, and I just don’t know how I’ll get through this. I have a family to care for. I hate that this mental health bullsh*t I’ve been plagued with is ruining my life. This wasn’t me a month ago. Everything got so hard…
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Feeling really, really low and honestly just need some support. I’m in TPAPN. That right there says a whole lot. Anyways, December will be two years for me if they’re counting my early start. My prescribed amount of time is 3 years, so hopefully next December. But I’m just so down lately. I have a job I had to take a leave of absence from due to severe panic attacks. I feel super alone in the panic attack department. They’re affecting my ability to even go test. I freaking lose my sh*t going anywhere, especially sitting in that waiting room. I just feel like since my panic attacks came back, I can’t work, and I just don’t know how I’ll get through this. I have a family to care for. I hate that this mental health bullsh*t I’ve been plagued with is ruining my life. This wasn’t me a month ago. Everything got so hard…