1st two days....
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Well, I've survived the first 2 days of class! Now I have a mound of books and have no idea what to do with all of them. The first day all we did was talk about the school rules and rules of the class, then we moved on to things the last years class did and how some of those students handled some situations. Then pretty much listened to our teachers gab at each other, so it was pretty boring. Then on day 2, we were met with a ton of books and a very confusing explanation on how to use them, for example, today we had to read chap.8, in one book then use module 4 book that went with chapt.8, then had to look at unit 3 in another book to tie it all together. Why couldn't it all been in the same spot? They all said the same thing! But no one in the class has the reading schedule figured out, so tomorrow we are gonna get it explained hopefully.
I hate things to be unorganized and this is totally unorganized so i'm trying not to have a panick attack just trying to figure out how to get my stuff in order, but when i do it will be alot easier for me.
Family wise, i'm still feeling some guilt about not working and leaving my kiddos with family so i can go to class, i have never been away from my girls since they were born, in my head i feel they are my responsability, not anyone elses. I hate to ask for help, i'm always afraid that i'm imposing on that person and the things they need to do, so this is really new to me and i'm doing my best to make the most of it. I need a way to let go of the guilt i feel when i drop my kids off at my aunts or grandmas on my way to school, i leave feeling awful. I know they are in good hands, and they love going to visit with them so what's my problem?
I guess i never really saw how wrapped up in being a mom i am until now.
Anyways, way off course here, tomorrow will be day 3 and a friday and i know we have a test on monday so i'll spend the weekend studying.
We're just getting started so it's bound to be a wild ride, but one i'm gonna enjoy.
Good Luck to everyone else in the same boat and pat yourselves on the back for getting as far as you have!!