Hello everyone, I'm new to the board and am looking for some advice. I'm feeling very down about my dreams to become a nurse. I have a bachelors degree in psychology and took the pre-reqs for my school's elite accelerated nursing program around 3 years ago. My hard work paid off - I was accepted. It was a very fast paced program that, once completed, you earn an MSN. I spent my savings and just about everything I own to join the rigorous program while also taking care of my toddler son. I'm a single mom at that! Despite so many of these obstacles - I was doing quite well. Unfortunately, nearing the end of the first phase of the program, I was shy of 0.05 points to secure my C in med surg. In fact, there were about 15 or so of us who were just shy due to various reasons. I brushed it off and started back - having an A in the class up until the final exam. My little boy - who was 4 years old at the time - became very ill. I had to take him to the hospital several times where he was misdiagnosed. He dropped down to about 21 lbs. Finally, during a trip to the ER, the problem was found and he began to recuperate. During my final exam, he became ill. I emailed my professor that morning - it was an early exam - and let her know what was happening. I received a message back that because I notified them about the exam while it was taking place - I would not be given a make-up exam because I had to email/call prior. Despite having an A in the class and having excuses from doctors, I was dismissed. A part of that joy has not returned. A year later, I faced the facts that I dearly missed the field of nursing. I had been able to save a little money and went to speak to the local community college about their program. It sounded great - and because of my woes in the previous school, I just needed to take a (dreaded) speech class and take a few classes to raise my GPA. I did just that - acing the classes. I work 50-hour weeks at a job I despise, take care of my kiddo, and still managed to ace the classes. When I went to follow-up with the advisor to make sure all was well, she had the dreaded news that the school changed their curriculum and point system. As I looked over the new requirements, I couldn't help but cry. According to their new point system, I am heavily penalized for having been in a nursing school before. Also, they take the Eng. 101 grades, math, etc., from when I was 19 (and couldn't care less about school). No retakes are counted - first attempts only. So, despite having even been a journalist years prior, having dissected a human cadaver for advanced anatomy, and being the top student in my chemistry class - it doesn't matter anymore. All they look at is from when I was in my late teens (I'm in my mid-30s now). Also, I have to take the ACT - something I haven't looked at in years. I'm devastated. Part of me wants to give up - there seems to be so many obstacles weighing me down - however, when I look in the mirror, I see the nurse practitioner. I still have dreams that I'm back and I wake up so happy. I don't have much money left but I have the heart and drive. Everyday my heart breaks as I sit at the job I hate. Can someone please advise me? Maybe someone has experienced this as well? Sorry for the novel - thank you for taking the time.