I won't graduate till May 06 but I still feel that way all the time. I forget things and just feel like I am on freak out mode. But all my teachers seem to think I do ok even though I think I'm always screwing it up. I also have the killing somebody fear, it's good to know that you aren't alone in your fears. This has been a great forum for me to read others postings and know that I am not the only student nurse or new grad. that feels like they're going crazy. Don't worry you'll be fine. I think we all will.