newnurse446

hi i just graduated nursing school in may. i was hired on a medsurg floor for 3-11. i was oriented to the unit for 3.5 weeks on days, 3 days on evenings, and put on my own. ive told my manager several times i think i need more training and she basically said she needs me to be ready because the hospital is so short staffed. there are several other new nurses who started the same time as me and they all feel the same way. i dont know what to do. i have horrible anxiety when im coming to work and i think some of that is expected but i think this is much worse. she also will schedule me for 3 weekends in a row and try to force overtime on me and other new nurses with the threat that we'll be written up for noncompliance if we refuse. i have gone to clinical supervisors with no help. i have no idea what to do. i know the first year is the worst but i feel like im being abused.