nursingstudent67

HI everyone, Newbie here. I have been reading some of the other articles and I can see that they get some really good responses. So, I thought I would give it a try. I am ashamed to say that I have been pulled out of my placement. I have made too many med errors and I was told I was unsafe. Error 1...left meds in the drawer and didn't admin them, Reason I was told by my sub-preceptor to pour the meds for this resident and then I couldn't find her, so I put them in a cup and set them in the drawer under her name, I told my sub that I couldn't find her and ended up leaving at 930 pm. The following shift I was pulled into the DOCs office and was blamed for the error. Normally my preceptor dont pour the meds or click of received until it happens, but I was too afraid to speak up about it to this sub preceptor. Error 2...I was reminded on 3 different occasions to remove a nitro patch, Error 3 I crushed a long-acting Parkinson's med., but was told it was ok and not to do it again. So, I am not disputing my problems, but for some reason my heads no in the game and I take full responsibility for the errors. My questions is Who can give me some tips to help me stay focused when I am sooooooo nervous on placement?