Hello! I'm Elaine, and I'm in my second year BS program in Biomedical Sciences. My goal is to get into an ABSN program after I graduate, then ultimately to become a Nurse Practitioner. I've known for years that I belong in the medical field as a working professional, and I fell in love with the nursing model of education over the physician model (considered pursuing my MD) in no time -- it resonated with me. I have a fierce drive to become an RN, and ultimately an NP. That said, I could certainly use some advice from those who've been through this before... This is the year that I take Anatomy and Physiology. I'm halfway through A&P I, sitting at a B+. From what I can tell, I think I'm doing fairly well, compared to how the rest of the class talks about their grades; I have no issue comprehending the material (avid lover of Biology). The issue is that while I've been scoring relatively high on assignments and tests... I don't know... Maybe it's because A&P is all I'm focusing on, but I'm getting to be bored with it. We're learning the muscle system right now, and gosh... Some days, I don't even want to look at muscles, I study them so much! I'm so tired of them!!! It's origin-this, insertion-that, three or four actions -- just for one muscle! That said, I know that I need to learn them. It's just really hard forcing myself to study them constantly. That's what I need to get over. (Long-winded -- sorry, but thank you so much for reading!) This class has also brought me to tears a few times a week for roughly the past month. I'm sure it's the constant stress and tension I have from it ("I need to get an A -- I need to get an A!!")... And that makes it even harder to begin studying, once I've cried for an hour or so. And then, I think, "If this is how I'm handling A&P, how will I handle the accelerated nursing program?" Mind you, I'm not considering quitting -- at all -- I just need to learn how to make this all work together. I need to figure out how to improve! Any suggestions at all are so deeply appreciated. I feel like I'm killing myself for an A, and could really use some advice, or even just words of support and encouragement. It's a lonely, dark place, sometimes. TLDR;pre-nursing student pursuing MSN, taking A&P I and bored stiff. No issues with comprehension, just actually studying. The stress to get an A is taking an emotional toll (panic attacks, depressive episodes, etc.) and need to learn how to cope better in order to prepare for the stress of an accelerated BSN after an undergraduate degree. Thank you so much in advance for any advice.