So today I became the women I thought I would never be and cried because I was so frustrated. The only ppl who understand your frustration are the people who are in the program with you and all you need is that one person to talk with. I thank God for my partner. Today was so rough! and the person who wrote "you must be in the part of the program where the circulators expect you to know everything, but you just are not there yet" nail it right on the bullseye. Everyday is a new room, new person, new doctor. No one listens to you because you are still new. Bunch of bullies, but I still like working in the OR. After reading this post I am glad to hear I am not the only one going through this transition. I look forward to the day when I am on my own and think, "hey I know what is going on"