atthebottom

I have hit rock bottom with Nursing school, I have been an LVN for 16 years, currently in the transition program for my RN, I will be graduating August 19th, 2016, I'm sick to death of walking around with a target on my back, being questioned about my morals, watched as though I'm some kind of criminal, I have been an "A" student, now to find myself not studying, not doing homework, and could care less about finishing, my once great relationship has now suffered and may not recover, I don't even know who I am anymore, I have gone from being completely financially stable to eating Ramen noodles, and digging for money to put gas in my vehicle to get to clinicals. This has been a nightmare for me, I can't help but wonder if all this is worth sacrificing your own well being and happiness. I was born to be a nurse, I am very compassionate about what I do, nursing is who I am. I have 3 exams tomorrow and I haven't studied, It's like my brain is on lock down, PLEASE HELP....IM COMPLETELY LOST.......