Hi I'm two months in and having similar issues. My orientation was supposed to be eight weeks with one preceptor, it turned in to three different ent people who do things very differently, which was very confusing. It was also only 3.5 weeks before I was put in to regular staffing. I'm still lost. We mix our own chemo so I'm very slow. I also STILL do not have a good resource to tell me which drugs to wait for the renal panel to come back on before starting. I am very frustrated. It doesn't help that my IV skills are still not great, I've been in an office setting for several years. Now, my manager is going to work with me and I'm freaking out about being fired.