So, I am a premed student starting college in the fall. I have been debating nursing vs. medicine for a while but I am so lost. when I started college a few years ago I failed my classes. currently my gpa is at 0.5. I feel hopeless but i know I can redo my classes and get into med school(DO). I honestly just don't think I want to spend the next 12 years in school. I honestly want to be someone but who? Medicine is the childhood dream of little girl growing up in a third world country. Nursing is appealing because I can still help people and be done with school by 30. I would go join the military but my health issues got me declined. Even if I could fix the problem they won't take me. What should I do? My mom thinks anything less than college is foolishness. Also my father told me I would become a prostitute and be in an abusive relationship. Truth is I am not pretty enough to be a prostitute so thats that. I feel so worthless.All my friends are in college moving on and I am just sitting and being a dumb piece of ****. I honestly wish I wasn't born but I can't change now. So should I take double my depression meds and just go to college or get the lpn and skip college a few years?