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Lol I'm still a pre-nursing though I wish I was in nursing school. And when I wrote this post I was waiting for my teacher to open door as he came 10 min late. :)

Yes, I completely understand and my oldest sister, the one I'm most closet to, even said it herself that she doesn't like being around me. That do hurt my feelings and it does make me want to change my ways. And I will seek help like others have said as well.

Yes, the the weird thing about me is that I was never able to direct my feelings on my pets.

To all posters: I took some people's advice at work tonight and when it was time for my break and I was starving but a lot of customers wanted my help I did not get angry like I usually would. I found that just smiling and thinking positive things of one day becoming a great nurse helps to counter my anger. And it made me feel really good about myself.

Animals are my life but seeing them hurt and in pain will be tortuous for me. I like to pretend that the real world doesn't exist and that all animals are being treated kindly and are not hurting.

I intially submitted the thread to see if I could get advice from people who were experiencing what I was experiencing. And I know that most post like this are mostly seen as trolling but I wanted serious advice because my sisuation is now becoming a daily struggle for me that I want more than anything to fix.

I never seen a therapist about it and after posters posted most about this, I am now considering that I may have a problem that is not normal. Because being completely honest I thought this was normal and some nurses may be going through the same thing...

Well nursing became a calling to me about a year and a half ago. And my anger wasn't this bad until this year which I think occurred from too much stress. I have alway been a Type A Personality but it hasn't showed much until now. I want to be a capable nurse so what I do is when people do tick me off I just ignore them and try not to think about it so it won't anger me. This helps when I'm around strangers but not around my family members where my anger i's too comfortable.

Actually that is exactly what I wanted, a sedated patient haha. And ever since my manager quit 4 months ago we haven't had one since. But I have never yelled at my customers or anything and even when I'm upset I really do try to keep my composure.

(Sorry about the long post and bad grammer. Hopefully I will have time to edit once I get out of class ) I'm not really a people's person and I enjoy the company of an animal more than I do that of a person. I am easily ticked off and I admit that I do have a bad temper to the point that if I'm angry or upset that I want the people around me to be upset as well (I don't why that is). So when I'm angry I purposely try to tick someone else off (especially my family where much of my anger is directed to for no reason at all). And even at work (at a resturant), sometimes I try to keep my composer to my customer's but my face is an open book and someone can easily tell if I am angry and they become intimidated by it and maybe even think that I'm a ***** and a bad employee. There are numerous times I have tried to control my temper but I never seem to be able to control it. And it doesn't matter who the person is or what their age is, I still direct my anger at people (not to be abusive at all). There is also times that I get angry to the point that I give myself a headache. One of my biggest pest peeves is people who moves like they don't have someone to be or does a task too slow and that pisses me of because I'm very impatient. And I've notice that i am succeptible to a lot of road rage when people drive to slow so I speed. My family tells me that I'm going to be a bad nurse because it and I'm trying my hardest to change my thought process but it never seems to go away. I have been told that I have Type A personality and I am very afraid that I won't be a capable nurse because I am really a compassionate person. I love animals and I help the homeless. Also I'm the type of person who wants everyone to be happy when I'm happy, so I go out of my way to make them happy. This is not a trolling post, and I'm actually quite serious and wanted to get this off my chest and admit to my faults because I always deny it to everyone else. Does any nurses have type A personalities as well and how do you control your frustrations? My mother acts just like me and I believe that I got it from her. Any opionins or a good telling is welcomed. Thank you.

Lucky! My professor in microbiology said that the American education is bad and that he will not gives us no study guide in which he refers to as the "answers" to the test.

I rented from Amazon and it is the best experience and customer service. My book alays came on time and since I am a college student I get the free 2-day shipping for only about $30 a year which I love. But word of advance, do not order from Abebooks. Their book pricing is really cheap but the customer service is very poor and they are very disorganized where they lost my book twice and then shipped it to the wrong a dress on the the 3rd reship attempt.

15 credit hours is a heavy course load for the summer. And taking Calc with Stats will be a reall pain in the *** but I believe it can be done if you would make school your top priority. So don't doubt yourself because anything can be accomplished if you put your mind to it.

Statistics with my two psych classes and history class this semester.

Of course I asked my family members and they told me to just be truthful but my friend tells me to just not say my major or anything. Im asking for advice in terms of what can I say or do other than lieing. I still do have my morals and that's why I want to find a way around this.