nutterbutter34

I know this is probably silly, but I am in my third semester of nursing school and today was just horrible. I am not a stupid person and I come very well prepared to clinicals, but my instructor makes me feel like the dumbest person in the world on a routine basis. My patient needed to have an IVPB med, and have her primary bag tubing changed, and the only time I have ever practiced this was one time during our skills class and then by watching videos over and over. I understand that it is not that difficult of a skill to perform, but when you have never physically done it before, it is truly much more difficult. While attempting to remove the previous bag and start the new primary, she just stared at me and gave me this evil look, and when I asked her for help it was as though I was annoying her. Anyways to make a short story long, she humiliated me in front of my patient by saying, "I'm pretty sure she's done this before," and saying things like, "you should know how to do this by now." I just felt so horrible, and she continued to belittle me all day, I ended up crying in the med room and was incredibly embarrassed.