JosMar93

UPDATE; I had my first day by myself!!!! And I did great!!!! My residents are so proud of me!:)

I am not a saint, I have patients compliment me and praise my work I do for them and so much appreciate their kind words I really do! I feel at times why so thankful? Why do you think I'm nice. I am just decent human who wants to give care to people who need it! If I could I would honestly do it for free but I have to pay bills... its sad that kindness is a rare gift to give anymore to the eyes of others....

thing is my trainer is very pushy when it comes to me being slow and she doesn't like it when I'm in control...she seems to be a perfectionist and a control freak... She gives up on me very quickly and I have a time or two walked in on her talking bad about me not only that openly putting me down by saying "I don't know what I'm doing wrong you would think you would get this down in 5 days...." I kinda want to just give up nursing all together I feel too dumb... Maybe I should know by now

Thanks for the encouragement!!!

Disappointed with my self as I made a medication error today my first week as a medication assistant. I have associates of applied science and also my c.n.a and I'm a nursing student.... I gave the wrong med to the wrong patient I openly admitted it shortly after I found out.... I was very upset It took a lot to compose my self! My nurse did the med error procedure step by step and explain to me med error has happened to everyone but that i need to be more careful!!! Patient is ok but still very down on my self.... Did I mention it's my first week and they just thrown me on the floor and expect me to learn that way???