Thank you for clarifying. I knew it would take an emotional toll on me and I am prepared for that aspect of oncology. I worked ICU as well in the past. Other nurses make it seem like it is IMPOSSIBLE to work in inpatient leukemia; like the work is so hard that it is not worth it. I am here to fight the cause and one day be a part of finding a cure! Hopefully, I can give the patients comfort for the time that they are here.