lsand22

Hey everyone, I've been lurking on these forums for about 2 years and thought it would be time to make an account because I need your honest advice on something. I'm a 23 year old male nursing student and I started my BSN program last month and I was really excited to get it going after finishing my pre-reqs and waiting about a year on the wait list. However I just haven't liked it and my interest in it has dropped significantly. It's not because I think it's too hard, it is really tough don't get me wrong, but it has more to do with my clinical experience. I dread going to the hospital on those early mornings and I just feel uneasy and uncomfortable when I'm there. This is probably normal right? But I don't know, I have this feeling that I'm going to continue disliking this and I don't want to continue something I don't like. I would just hate to let down my mom who is an LPN herself and has been supporting me the whole way. I have an interest in health care but maybe this field isn't for me? Thanks for reading