I am so sorry that you are going through this. You can't give up. I would write an appeal letter and try to fight it. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. If they say, rules are rules. Then you have to apply for another program. If you feel you don't have time to be waitlisted for a BSN program, then do ADN and then RN-BSN online as soon as your finished. For testing anxiety. This is very scary and I had issues with this as well. For some of my last exams in nursing school. I did yoga in the mornings and said my prayers. I ask him to touch my spirit, and stimulate my brain to choose the right answers. I also literally take loud audible deep breaths while in the testing room if I feel my chest tightening. You have to trust yourself, study the material in and out and clear your head as best as you can. Exams will get way harder no matter which program you are in, so you have to deal with the anxiety first! It is sickening, I know but you have to tell yourself it's not an option to fail. Also, don't read the book. Only study the slides and use the book for areas you have trouble with or self study material. It will only go into too much detail and waste your time. I hope this helps. May God bless you and help you get through this !!