mb1123

Hi all, new to this site as a member but have visited it numerous times throughout my nursing school career for help. Im a new grad RN and had a job even BEFORE i took my nclex at a world ranked hospital- I couldn't be more thankful, but Im not even done with orientation and I feel beyond lonely. I live with my boyfriend who works a 9-5 job and I work 3,12 hour shifts ( to which Ill be switching to nights in a few weeks which already has me worried). All our friends went back to live home so we are here with no one not even family and so on my days off I have no one to go hang out with. I also am finding Im getting extremely lonely on my days off I have during the week when my BF is at work and then taking it out on him when he finally gets home ( which doesnt even make sense!) . Its making me depressed and slowly resenting this job that I should be estactic to even have. To top it all off ill be working nights soon and I already feel like i dont see my BF or have a life and im still on days- so freaked out how ill feel when i switch to nights. If anyone has any tips or positive outlooks on how they deal with this change in lifestyle that would be so appreciated. Thank you in advance