Hello, this is the first time I've ever really posted so I'm hoping this is in the right spot. I started a new job 8 weeks ago, with 2 weeks left of orientation and I don't like it at all. It was not what I expected from the interview and it's not what I wanted to be doing. I'm on an IMC unit, which was supposed to have ICU beds as well but they got rid of them for the pandemic and have no plans to get them back. The majority of the patients I have had so far are straight up rude and nasty. I've been yelled at, cursed at, and threatened to be hit with things more in these past few weeks than my entire 4 years of nursing. And they're A&OX4 ? I spoke with one of my preceptors and she said that's just how that unit seems to be and most people leave it within 6-12 months, that was her last shift too. I love the company and I love my coworkers but I literally dread going into work, and have since about my 2nd week on the floor. It's about an hour drive and I don't think I realized how rough that was going to be either. I was going to talk to my boss this morning about my options but I'm worried if I tell her I'm thinking about leaving that she may just tell me to go and I won't be eligible for rehire with the company. My question is, anyone have experience with resigning during or right after orientation and being made eligible for rehire at a later date? I don't want to burn bridges but I literally get anxiety about going to work. I know I can't do this for 4 more months. Thank you!