RNWodie

Hello my fellow nurses!!! I am having a bit of trouble here and I really hope you guys can help me out!! Please no mean comments as these are my feeling and just need advice!! Thank you in advance!! I currently work in a PCU unit (ICU step-down) --started working there in December 15,2014. I am NOT happy at all in my unit! It is consistently overwhelming and there is no one to help out! And on top of it I signed a two year contract. first year if i leave is 3,000 /second year is 2,000 I also had 6 months of Peds office experience prior and the reason I started looking for a hospital job is bc i wanted to look for a mother baby unit position or LD! But they told me that they required BSN and I don't have mine yet. So thats when my application went to the PCU. I never experienced something like this---I want transfer already but I know I have to wait. My RN residency instructor is a L&D RN but I really don't feel safe telling I want to transfer bc she can either help me get in or not at all!! I really need strength to move forward my nurses. I need advice!! I feel very unhappy and I am even considering of getting an office job again. But I think that does not look good on my resume!!I am honestly sure if I can even last till my 6 moths. ***im sorry it is long and all over the place...but that is how i feel...confused and upset!