Hi, Yes, getting a nursing job is hard right now, but not impossible. However, the first thing you mentioned is that nursing is not your "passion,". That being said, it will be very difficult for you to continue in the nursing field once you join. Nursing is such a rewarding experience, but you really need a passion and love for this type of field. If you still want to do a medical field, there are other options out there, such as pharmacist, or public health for example.Hope this helps!