mj123

I have been applying to nursing school for 2 years now, and the student loans are piling up. My first year was at a large college, and ended up having to retake A&P1, making me unable to apply for fall semester. My counselor told me to keep trying, but at different college. So then I went to a community college. Now, its the end of the year and i have a 4.0, but recieved a 72% on the TEAS test. The full amount of points i woul need a 78, so i am short 5 points and was told by my councilor that i MIGHT get in. However, i was accepted into a BSN program at another school. Itll still be another 4 years of school, i am just not sure if i should keep trying. I feel like other people are so much better at this than I am, and I am worried i wont be a good nurse no matter what grades i get or how many schools i apply to. Should i give up and find somthing new to do? I am a capable person and hardworking. I just don't know what I am doing wrong. Maybe I am not cut out for this after all. The self-doubt is destroying me.