lynnburg

Hello, So i have had a week of orientation in the SICU at a level 1 trauma center. Ive been a floor nurse for 3 years at the same hospital before taking this job. I feel completely overwelmed and have no interest in ICU nursing anymore. I already can tell that I wont be happy here and I want to either go back to my old job or join the med surg float pool at my hospital. I took the job because I was ready for a change and this job sort of fell into my lap. After starting I feel really stupid and get so nervous that I cant even use my common sense. My question is, if i know this isnt for me should I still give it a few more weeks or should I talk to my manager now?

I feel like a failure. I've been going to school for 6 years now and don't have a degree because I keep switching my major. I finally found nursing and really liked it at first. Now I think I'm failing clinical and I feel awful. I have all As in every nursing class I've taken so far but I just can't seem to apply it. Everytime I start to feel confident in my ability, I make a stupid mistake or my clinical instructor makes me feel dumb. She has failed people in the past, which makes me worry. She just referred me to the nursing lab at school to practice skills. It just sucks because I've put so much effort, time, and money into this just to not really enjoy it and feel like a failure. Anybody else feel like this?

Okay so if a patient's blood pressure was 137/48, would you give the beta blocker even though the diastolic is low? Just having a debate..