mestiza98

I've been a nurse for a little over 1 year & I'm starting to reconsider whether or not this the right career path for me. My first job as a new grad was in a hospital working the overnight shift. I voluntarily resigned because I felt like I did not belong. The atmosphere of the unit wasn't great. The senior nurses constantly looked down on me because I was the youngest one on the unit. I was told by my manager that I don't react quickly to situations & when I give report to the oncoming shift, it "sounds like THEY'RE giving report to ME" and it "sounds like I was never in this patient's room all shift." I currently work in a rehab facility & I enjoy it there. I have supportive supervisors and co-workers that help me out when I need it. But I still don't feel like I'm a good nurse. I feel like I don't make good judgement calls, I still don't react to situations as quickly as I should, I feel like I don't know how to think outside of the box or critically think. I'm always worried every time I go back into work that I forgot something & left the next shift with a ton of stuff to do. Sometimes, I feel like I'm not cut out to be a nurse because I lack in other areas. Especially critical thinking. I mean, anyone could make a patient feel happy & comforted. But if I can't do the other tasks that go with my job description, what's the point? .. or at least that what it feels like. Does anyone else feel this way or has anyone thought this way? Thoughts? Experiences?