I recently graduated from a BSN program in early December and made the horrible decision of not studying for the NCLEX immediately afterwards. I procrastinated for about a month, thinking I had plenty of time to study after I finish celebrating the graduated life. I almost had the idea of just winging it, thinking that I probably retained the majority of my 2 years of nursing school education, and that I could save money by not buying review books. It wasn't until mid-January that I realized the majority of my class had taken some sort of review course, with the majority of them taking the 3-day live Hurst Review. After about 5 minutes of regretting all the time I wasted, I signed up for the next available class. By the time the 3 days of review were over, some of my classmates had already began taking their exams. And here I was, still needing to study the material. I scheduled my NCLEX to be 2 and a half weeks from that day and spent the next 2 weeks cramming the entire book in my head. Reading all 250~ pages in a single day, going to sleep, and then waking up to do it all over again. About 2 days before my test, I was sure I knew my stuff, but I decided to take one of the 6 online practice tests that Hurst gives you. I made a 62%, and I freaked out. Turns out Hurst had some extra documents online that they didn't discuss in the live review, including DRUGS. I quickly rescheduled my NCLEX for the next week so I can cram the information from the extra documents in my head. I was also doing a practice test every day and getting 62-65% each time. Hurst's website stated that people who get 84/125 (67%) usually pass the NCLEX and I felt horrible that I wasn't able to exceed that score even once. When the test day finally arrived, I left my house 2 hours in advance to give me plenty of time to find the testing center and get comfortable, maybe even go over a few notes. Then something terrible happened, I got horribly lost because my GPS brought me to the wrong place. After about 30 minutes of driving around the area trying to find it. I was finally able to find the real location using my phone and it was 20 minutes away. Combined with downtown traffic of everyone trying to get to work, it was a 40 minute drive. I arrived at the testing center at 7:59 AM and my test was at 8:00. The first couple of questions were pretty basic, and I thought "this is going to be a breeze". This was my first experience with computerized adaptive testing, and about half an hour in, I was thinking "this is f@#%ing harddd". As I was nearing 75 questions, I remembered someone telling me "if your test stops at 75, it either means you did really good, or really bad". At that point, I was pretty unsure with my performance and was hoping it would give me more questions to let me know I was still in the game. It shut down at 75. The entire thing took about 1 hr. 50 min, I had around 15 SATAs, 10 "exhibit" questions, 1 ordered response, 1 visual, and no medication calculations. The drive back home was a mix of uneasiness and relief. I admit that I threw up a little, but that may have been due to a mix of post-test anxiety and the energy drink I chugged before the test. I spent about 3 hours on nursing forums to see if I could figure out what my chances of passing was at 75 questions. I told myself that the silver lining was getting a refund from Hurst since I didn't pass the first time, and I could use that money to pay for another test, and maybe buy other books like Saunders or Kaplan. The anxiety was controlled until I could check the quick results, and 2 days later... I PASSED! It was such a relief that I didn't have to go through that entire process again, and I just had to share this to give hope to those who recently took their test and didn't feel confident in how they did. On to bigger and better things!