justanotherrn

I think it's a bit of both. The thing is I'm not really getting an orientation as promised.

I have a BSn and got my license last month. I studied Nursing in a large island, but now I have relocated to my island which is very small and only has one small hospital. I started on Monday being told that I was going to be oriented. This "orientation" involved showing me where to find things on the wards and that was it. The place where I studied does things very differently than here and I am left confused and lost. I overheard one nurse talking to another about me one morning. They feel as though I cannot do anything and I have a Bsn. I feel stupid, akward. I am so depressed. I hate going to work everyday. Anytime I ask a question I get attitude. I think the whole problem stems from the bsn nonsense but honestly I dont care about stuff like dat. I don't know what to do, I'm so depressed. sigh