I looked because my dr had told me that they were unable to find me. So I was stupid and looked my name up. Saw it and got out. Yes very stupid. My manager is off. I have emailed and am waiting for reply. I have been honest in my email. No excuses. I was stupid. Wasn't thinking. I also really didn't know just the name was a violation. Now after reading all the HR policies I see it is not ok. Bottom line I was stupid and feel terrible. Have never made a mistake before and hope I don't lose my job over beig so dumb