wmrn88

I am having anxiety about a possible mistake I may have made almost 2 years ago when I was a nursing student. After almost a year and a half of working as an RN, I still have strong feelings of anxiety about this. When I was in my last semester of school in clinicals, a transporter asked me to help move a patient into the bed in the patient's room. She then asked me to move the IV pump onto the pole in the room. I was afraid that I may have hit the touch screen of the IV pump and possibly changed something like the rate. I told the transporter, who did not seem concerned at all. I was not sure if I needed to tell someone else. I thought I would look like a crazy person who worries too much if I asked a nurse or instructor about that, because I have a tendency to worry too much and sometimes look like a fool for worrying too much. Now, almost 2 years later, I am still consumed with worry that I hurt this patient. It is preventing me from moving forward with nursing education and makes me scared that I will lose my license and livelihood over this event. I know it is extremely unlikely that I did any harm to this patient, but not knowing is making me feel as bad as if I did hurt this person. Does anyone have any advice?