Hello fellow nurses/nursing students; I could definitely use some suggestions, insights, thoughts, whatever anyone has to offer at this point of my nursing student career. I am at the tail end of my third year of nursing school in a university nursing program, and I am currently in my clinical posting. I am 44 years of age. My clinical tutor has pointed out to me that I am probably going to fail the course. There are several components to the marking guide: we need to pass a med-math exam, where I got 98%, we need to pass an OSCE which is a head-to-toe assessment on a patient, which I did very well in, we have clinical reflective papers to hand in, all of which have been good, patient research to hand every time we get a new patient; usually two or three a week. The research usually ends up being about 10-15 pages in length. We are also expected to do post-conference presentations which I have done and received good feedback. The patients, nursing staff, and my peers have all given me really good feedback, and really like me. My tutor's criticism of me is that I apparently lack knowledge-base, and she pointed out to me that "she can't put her finger on it, yet she's seeing some serious gaps in the clinical area which are of serious concern"....enough to fail me. Yet, she is unable to point out specific examples. I have made some errors, not thinking errors, which are definitely not good, yet on consulting with my peers, any one of them could have done the same thing. I am scheduled to see the nursing coordinator today to discuss what my "options" are since I will probably fail the course. My clinical instructor doesn't even think I should be a nurse as she said "I'm not assertive enough." To be honest, I am a very right-brained person, and excel in social sciences and the arts, yet also have a passion for health and healing, hence my decision to go into nursing. I am considering whether I should drop nursing altogether, as it seems as though every clinical, I get picked on for reasons which are foreign to me. I have gotten feedback from friends, colleagues, peers, that I should definitely not drop nursing as they see so much potential. I realize only I can make this decision, yet I am so incredibly discouraged at this point. My intention is to go into psyche and/or community nursing if and when I graduate. Anyways, given what I've pointed out, what would you folks out there do? I'm curious to know, and welcome experiences or insights, success stories, etc!!! Thanks. Entepe