We must be going to the same school! I think that nursing school is purposely hellish in order to adjust you to working in a hellish landscape. But as in working, your greatest strength will come by working with others. That also will help you to get through school. Your classmates are key to this process. Get through school and try to find something besides nursing home and hospital work, where you actually enjoy being at work. However, though life seems rather dark right now, please hang in there. The best to you!