Hi everyone. I am in need of advice. I graduated from my BSN program in 2010 worked for 4 months in Telemetry then married an active duty Marine and we moved to Hawaii. While in Hawaii I was not able to find a clinical nursing job and worked briefly as an RN home visitor with the Army's new parent support program. It was more like social work nursing providing education, support and resources. Shortly after that contract terminated my husband and I started our family and I now have a 1 1/2 year old son. I haven't worked in a clinical position since January 2011. A few months ago we moved to California and I think its the perfect time to get back into nursing and focus on my career. My passion has always been labor and delivery and I want to possibly be a WHNP or even a Midwife some day. I was just offered a full time RN Case Management position with a home health hospice facility. I'm really hesitant to accept it because its not the pathway I want to take, its not acute care and to leave my son full time for something I don't really want to do makes me very anxious. With that said, I have found a volunteer position in L and D as an RN in a military hospital. If I volunteered would that count as experience? My dilemma is take the full time job that pays great and get some working experience or should I follow my passion, volunteer on a floor that I want to work on take NRP, STABLE and fetal heart monitoring? What would be the best choice for my career? Could I get hired with just volunteer experience? Thanks for any insight.