Oh my goodness does this bring back the memories... Keep your chin up, clinicals are to learn from. We all go through them to gain experience and learn to be more organized and learn the ways of being a nurse. Nursing school is about teaching you the basics, the foundation to build your nursing career on. Its the clinical aspect and then once you are on RN and your working that you start to fine tune those nursing skills. Don't be so hard on yourself, its all a part of learning we ALL wanted to step onto the clinical floor and be a pro and know exactly what to do all the time but it just does not happen, it takes time, it will come with time. Clinicals can be brutal at times and as sad as it is often nurses on the floor are not the kindest to nursing students and that's a struggle in itself. One day at a time and it will all start to fall into place. Good luck and I am sorry you had a bad day, but continue to think about the good days vs the bad days. I bet there are some good days and some great successes you have had too. LIttle by little, step by step you will become a nurse that can handle all those things that went wrong. :))