Jen4, Thank you so much for your very thoughtful reply. I really appreciate it! There are no easy answers and I like what you said. Nursing is hard, otherwise every would do it. I'm not afraid of hard work I just don't want to make mistakes. But those are unavoidable as well. It's just a matter of doing everything in your power to keep them to a minimum and learn from them. I just need to make a decision, thank God that there are a plethora of choices and job offers for us right now and get to work! Thanks again Jen and I'll keep you posted!