I have been a reading this board for months and finally decided to join today. I need some advice. I have been accepted into an RN program at my local community college starting in Sep. I have an undergrad degree in Environmental Science (though I'd like to teach until I had kids of my own), and an AS in Human Resource Management, and I am a veteran of the USAF. I love working with people and their families. While in the military I worked in assignments and helped relocate military members and their families. It was my favorite job. I have been working the past ten years as an office manager for the family business. I though it would only be for a few years while my kids (6&10) were young - ten years later. It is flexible with little stress, but so unrewarding and boring. I decided I wanted to change jobs, started looking, and absolutely nothing appealed to me. I applied to nursing school on the advice of a friend. I'm just not sure its for me. I love people, but also have to look the other way when I have blood drawn and have been known to get woosy at the sight of a needle. However, the military taught me that we all have the strength to get past most things. I just don't want to put my family in debt, neglect my children, and spend the next two years studying - only to find out I'm miserable as a nurse. However, the more I thing about nursing, the more I think it might fill a void currently in my life. I am living the middle class dream, but really not making a difference. On the other hand, my experience in the military has given me little patience with winers. How do you feel bad for the overweight smoker who needs to be on oxygen. I also don't know about spending two years in school, only to spend nights and holidays away from my children. I should note the husband is a firefighter EMT, works a strange schedule, but supports whatever I decide. Any advice on making this decision would be helpful. I need to withdraw from the program soon, if I do, they have hundreds on the waiting list.