Hey listen, I don't know if you are a religious person at all or not but my advice to you would be to pray. Pray to God to see you through your situation. He can and will make miracles happen in your life. There's only one catch, you have to believe that he can do it. That's what christianity is all about. Faith. Believing what you cannot see or hear or touch. Get on your knees, close your eyes and just talk to God. Tell him your problems and needs and wants. And not just when times are hard.....all the time. I do. He's done great things for me. I know he's the reason why I even got accepted into the RN program at my community college. Just try praying. And I'll pray for you as well. All the best to you.