I was kinda on the same boat as you. I graduated last year of April and I just took my nclex this month and fortunately I passed with 180+ questions. I was also scared before I took the test due to the fact that it's been more than a year and I felt like I've forgotten all of the materials that I've learned from school. I had trouble reviewing for the nclex and I felt like nursing wasn't for me. I was on the verge of giving up nursing but I pushed through it! I studied different kinds of materials (ATI, Saunders, nclex 3000, and even going through my books from school). Never lose hope and think that this is just a hurdle and you're gonna get through it like myself and others!! You got this!!