Brwneyegrl

I am currently going to school at night and have been for the last four years. I am to the point that I am done with all my pre-reqs. Now I have to move on to the real thing, I have been accepted at two schools, the problem is the money. I currently work for eight cardiology doctors as a nursing assistant. They have all pushed me very hard and believe in my ability. I have been through thick and thin to get to this point I had to leave a unsupportive husband he didn't get why I had to study all the time. It gets so frustrating because everyday I learn something new at my job, I basically do everything the nurses do of course with their supervision, and help. I make good money for what I do, and they seem like they are going to work with me about working part time and so on. I am just scarred to death I know I can do it. I started from the very bottom from a unit secretary to a nursing assistant learning everything I know from people who honestly knew I could do it. So my problem is I dream about being able to finally go to school full time and work part time if possible. It just seem like a huge step, because when you turn 29 your parents really don't want to support you and you really have no choice but to do it if you really want your dreams to come true. I read some old post about people disliking the choices they made about being a nurse, and I want to just cringe because I want to be that person a nurse so bad. I just need to hear from some other people that have honestly did it not for the money, but because of their ability to help people and make a diffrence in somebodies life. I know it is hard to keep that attitude everybody gets frustrated with life and what they choose to do but then it wouldn't be called life. Help